Today i got some replies from some of people i message about doing some activities. One wants to go on bike rides which is a very good thing. And another wants to talk over coffee. Tonight at work it was back to normal and tonight i did not have any problems.

 Just when i thought i was getting things turned around, i get a left hook to my budget. The state of Oregon is taking 150.00 every 2 weeks from my pay check to pay back pcc the good news is its only going to happen from 4-20-2012 to 7-27-2012 after that I can try to see if I will ever be allowed to attend college. There is no over time at work and i can't seem to get an interview with any one. so i have no idea how i am going to keep my word short of selling my car. On the 20th of April i have rent 400.00 pcc 150.00 cell phone 116.00 and life insurance 40.00 and swtor 15.00 and what i should get on my paycheck is 850.00 which leaves me 129.00 for food. i can't even afford auto insurance any more. But the good news is that the next check i don't have any major bills coming out of it other then the 150.00 so that would leave me 700.00 for food and what ever else.So i might need to put off the trip to San Diego till May