Monday, November 21, 2011

Kajira 11/14/2011 - 11/20/2011

11/14/2011
Today was meh been thinking about its last weeks journals and such and its relationship as Mistress's slave... this one is very happy as Her slave but it really hopes Master gets a job soon or something because it feels like every month money just gets tighter and tighter... This in of itself makes it hard to stay in subspace because it feels like it needs to worry about such things but a deep breath and collection of its thoughts show this dragoness that its suppose to not worry anymore let Mistress handle everything, everything will go well and okay... Mistress You own it and love it as Your property You care for and protect it. As Your slave it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/15/2011
Today it went to work to cover for its boss since she had to go to LA for a event for a award that is going to be given to her for her great service. Work was alright nothing too special but tiring as always. When we got home we played video games for most of the night, watched pirates of the Caribbean 4 which is a awesome movie and got to snuggle next to Mistress which is always amazing, and discussed about tomorrow. Tomorrow we are going to the 94th aerial squadron for the BDSM meet and greet. We have been going there every time its up once a month and its been so very much fun. So excited to see its other slave and sub and Dominate friends. Hopefully we win the raffle again! Can't wait... This one finds today a little hard to bring anything else up other than its excitement for Ori to be visiting us VERY soon Squeeee... Mistress You own it and love it as Your property You care for and protect it. As Your slave it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/16/2011
Today we went out to the 94th Aerial squadron for foods and hanging out with other subs and slave and their respective Masters/ Owners. Was fun as it always was and oh my god it loves their nachos. This one feels bad though for missing out on about 80% of a very interesting conversation about the different ways a Dom... well Doms and such. One example was that some Doms like Their drink refilled when its empty without anyone having to ask. Some don't because it risks wasting things if They don't want it or whatever. Afterwards Master, Mistress, sis and it grabbed some AWESOME potato vodka from the store. Sadly Mistress had work the next morning so only us three got drunk and BOY did we get drunk. This one got distracted with other things when it noticed sis and Master “doing it” for like TWO HOURS STRAIGHT DAYUMMM does alchy get those two Really going. This one was not too sad it missed out though because people were drunk and that leads to bad things with sex like pain or not knowing when to stop etc etc etc. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property You care for and protect it. As Your slave it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/17/2011
MY GOODNESS today Mistress wanted to get drunk with us so She turned off the internet, closed off the TV, put on some karaoke video games and went at it with the alchy... sis got really into it too. Master and it felt pretty bored/ tired because it was not our thing but that was alright Mistress was having fun. Then Mistress got CRAZY drunk and threw up EVERYWHERE not only that but She tried to attack anyone that got near Her for some weird reason. Master almost had to tie Her up. She drank WAAAYYY too much She even couldn't form real words just a bunch of MAAA.... DOOOO.... GAAAA.... BAAA or some random yelling of sounds, always yelling them too @_@. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property You care for and protect it. As Your slave it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/18/2011
Today was a serious cleaning up day and taking care of Mistress day. She had a hangover for about the entire day and sister and it took care of Her and kept the place clean while we all relaxed from the craziness of the previous night. Mistress was completely floored by how the night went and we will have to make sure that She does not get so drunk that She forgets She needs to stop drinking. This one is so very excited for Ori's visit and hopes it can make really good dinners while he is around, this one loves to impress and in turn show that Mistress has done a great job with it. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property You care for and protect it. As Your slave it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/19/2011
Today this one mostly played Skyrim for most of the day after work. Work was SOOO exhausting, all this walking around n such but hopefully this will get it to loose more weight for Mistress and Master. This one REALLY wants to be a really attractive slave for Them. Other than that stuffs... Ori will be here in like two days MY GOODNESS EEEE can't wait it has missed him SOOO very, very much. He will have to respect that we are having a formal thanksgiving but it won't lie it cant wait to see what he looks like dressed up hehe. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property You care for and protect it. As Your slave it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/20/2011
Today journal it got home from work and ate dinner which was pretty nice, and then Master and Mistress argued a lot again for the hundredth time about stuff this one doesn't believe should matter since it was simply about ____ game was mine not yours. When the game was sold back to game stop anyways... shrugs.... but yah this one feels like it has been participating in these arguments as well even fueling them sometimes and that is devastating it... once it figures out it was going into a argument its mind broke down, flew out of subspace and wanted to curl up in a dark corner... freaking landmines of emotions whenever a argument happens that is at least a tiny bit heated. This slave wishes it could always just be in its wonderful subspace... The other thing is that it hopes Mistress uses the hypnosis more often because this one has not been put down into trance in a while so its triggers are fading and not only that but it kind of feels like a drug that puts this one into withdraws... This little slave craves trance and cannot help it much... its just so relaxing, stress relieving, mind emptying. Every aspect of trance is good for its mental health but its also addicted to this healthy habit :x.  Last thing... Ori... tomorrow... Squeeze... over and out.... Mistress You own it and love it as Your property You care for and protect it. As Your slave it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.