i think i understand why so many transgender people commit suicide. not that i am thinking of doing that. its hard not to feel down when your single and sitting in a room alone day after day. its funny i can get dates easy as long as i never tell them i am trans. i know what i need to do with my life for the next few years but i can't focus on it cause i am alone and i can't stand to be alone, well i should say single. i am a good person i am worth loving. its hard to get though days like this where i don't when i might get to spend time with someone.
Update the above is all because i am so lonely and my job is dead only 1 chat every 30 mins and 1 call every 2 hours. If this continues there will be a layoff. My heart aches because i can't find any one that wants to date me. i just don't know how to get this emptiness to go away.
this girl is going to stop with the pity party attitude she has had the last few days. it serves no positive gain and only makes her viewed in a this favorable light. If she feels the need to do this she will save it for her therapist.
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