Kajira 8/1/2011 - 8/7/2011

08/01/2011
Today was a very big packing day working very hard to sort through the piles of clothing for the ones it wanted to keep and which to donate/ sell off. Before it got off of work it was able to see Mistress's new hair which is amazing, it loves its Mistress as a red head, it believes red fits Her so very well. This one is so happy to tell Her that too because it knows Mistress likes praise as well. This one also got a call mentioning that it does not have to work the rest of this week which was great news because it was getting a little worried about getting everything done in time.  it also solved the lock, 3509 was the number and it was so happy to have finally of figured it out it only wishes it knew the meaning behind the numbers 3509 if any. This one then went out to dinner with one of its friends as a sort of goodbye to this one and it was a very, very nice dinner. This one is counting down the days, but in the same breath it is also quite sad to leave its friends even though it plans to still keep in touch with them.

08/02/2011
Today is Master's 21st birthday and it really wants to get Him a gift but sadly it has not got its paycheck yet so it may grab a little something on its way down to Masters and Mistress's home. This one tried calling Him a few times but later it was given the chance to web-cam with its Mistress which was very nice, it loves seeing and talking to its Mistress, just reminds it how close it is to moving down and being with them for the rest of its life. This one watched and hung out with its friends a little bit today as well which was nice. It is very nice to get a little bit of time with them before it leaves to be Master and Mistress's ever so happy and obedient slave.

08/03/2011
Today this one got to see its mother and she took it out for a very nice, and relaxing dinner with its brother and her which was very nice, it got to eat fajitas, it picked out the peppers because it hates spice and the taste of peppers, it told its mother that it is excited to be staying with its “friends” down in San Diego, CA while it works and goes to school. This one needs to finish everything up soon because the day is crawling ever so close. This one starting putting things in its car and as it did so it had to support one of its closest friends because he started to break down a little which was not a problem it really loves its friends and even though they don't and probably will never understand how it feels about this relationship, it still loves and cares about them all the same. Sadly just the general culture when they hear “slave” they freak out, never truly understanding how the mindset works behind it and how slaves like this one need this in its life, it feels like there is a hole needing to be filled and this fills it, it feels like it is not truly free unless it belongs to someone and serves someone.

08/04/2011
Today this one woke up very early and went out to ihop for breakfast which was nice but it ordered too much and took it togo to give to its roommate, its stomach is getting smaller from its diet and it loves this and it loves how it is working thanks to its Master and Mistress. Today was the final packing putting everything it owns and was allowed into its car, whilst throwing away things it does not need or has an excess of. This one sadly did not do its proper exercise today but it believes that the work it put lifting tubs and computer stuff and packing was probably enough. This one also gave its bong and vaporizer to its roommate for him to sell for this one since it knows very well it is not to do any drugs while in service to its Master and Mistress. This one has no problem doing this for Them as it was a bad habit even if it was legal for this one and it only did it about once a month or so. Tomorrow is the big day, it wakes up at about 5am intending to leave by 6am at the absolute latest.

08/05/2011
This one woke up really early for the drive about 4:50am and it slept terribly because its roommate constantly woke it up trying to convince this one it was making a huge mistake, then immediately after it woke up and finished getting ready it wished its roommates and the friend that was staying over goodbye and that made a huge delay, one of the roommates went back to sleep upset and the other got on his knees and looked up to this one begging it to stay to please just stay. Also its friend begged it the same way for it to stay at least for a couple weeks. This one really hopes they understand one day that it is happy with this choice, wants this choice, and needs this, it loves serving its Master and Mistress, also it belongs to Them it did not have a choice from that point even if it wanted to stay which it would not for anything. The drive down started so great and the entire trip was very nice, it got to think about it self as a slave belonging to Master and Mistress for the entire trip down. When it hit Irvine though, the traffic got really, really awful bumper to bumper 3 miles an hour, it was sad that it was not going to arrive when it said it was going to because of the traffic and the only reroute open started after all the traffic anyways. When it finally arrived it was sooo happy to be there, it finally belongs to its Master and Mistress forever. This ones life as a free person is completely over and it loves this. When the locks and collar were put on it felt a wave of pleasure and obedience. This one only hopes that Mistress and Master give it a collaring ceremony as stated before because it made a vow to a old Master for the rest of its life with other Doms that it would require a collaring ceremony making this one Theirs, mind, body, soul, and spirit. This one thinks it will sleep well tonight.

08/06/2011
Today it woke up and was shown Master and Mistress's closest in more detail and it looks forward to remembering it all for its Mistress and Master. This one also was given a gift, its Mistress shaved its behind and it loves the lack of hair it has back there now, it is soo happy to be more pleasing to Master and Mistress especially when it is used. This one also received its punishment via the crop it owned and Mistress used it much like a cane, which hurt so much, but it deserved it and was happy to receive its punishment so it does not forget to message Mistress and Master when away for its journal and affirmation. This one as said before loves being in Master and Mistress's service. This one only hates how Master and Mistress keep Their home so hot, it almost always attempts to find places where it is in-front of a fan because it is sweating constantly, it hates sweating its so gross. This one keeps a towel currently under its pillow that it has been using to clean its sweat from its face and body often. Other than that this one hopes to get more than an hour a day for free time because it can't play a LoL game in that time, too risky if the game goes over an hour it would have to leave which after a few leaves it would get banned from the game by the admins.

08/07/2011
Today it woke up with another one of its gag reflex trainings and although a little painful on its throat it is happy and looking forward to more training it really wants to please its Master and Mistress in that way, sadly it thinks Master is not currently pleased at all with it maybe a little with it anally, although its very likely he is just very quiet with his feelings about this one. Later on it overheard a conversation about its sister and this one, about how this one will be working full-time whilst its sister works part-time, so its sister can serve more often in the house. This one feels a little saddened by this but it understands and it knows even while working a job it is still serving its Master and Mistress, which makes it happy. This one really really needs to get over its self confidence issue as its Master and Mistress choose this one, and took this one in, it has to be special in someway if its Master and Mistress want this one above many other slaves, it may not know this special thing about itself but Master and Mistress see it and that is all that matters. Later on while outside it got into a conversation with one of its friends named Ori. He talked a lot about how much he loves this one and wishes he did something or say something before everything started coming into place for this one and its Master and Mistress. This one had to hold back tears a little as he described his feelings and even called this one crying telling it how much he loved this one. This one had a very hard time dealing with that and decided with its Mistress's suggestion to let him down. This one told him that it loves him as a friend and nothing more, it loves and cares about him so much but as a friend, and that it is very happy where it is now. it needs the support, love, and care from a Master/ Mistress. it needs to serve someone and now that it has this if even for a day it was told to be free and do whatever it wanted and Master and Mistress will do everything on Their own without this one, it would be lost, and sad. it would be full of guilt afraid it did something bad, as it needs, wants, and loves serving its Master and Mistress. This is this ones life for the rest of its life, it will never leave and/ or disobey purposely Them.