Kajira 7/18/2011 - 7/24/2011

07/18/2011
it slept alright, the sleeping mat will still get some serious getting used to, this ones back problems and sore body from the exercises make it a little difficult but it is fine. It woke up shortly before Mistress left to work and was told to do a few chores around the house, after Mistress left it got started on the dishes quietly in attempt to not disturb Master. This one then cleaned out the microwave because it was filthy on the inside, this one was quite shocked at its inside condition so it cleaned it very well then it cleaned the oven front, top and even cleaned in and out of the stove top's hood it then after Master's permission cleaned itself up a little, quite annoyed it did not brush its teeth before bed, waking up to dirty teeth SUCKS. Its throat has been quite sore all day making it very difficult to talk with a little difficulty breathing, might be from the gag reflex training, or Master/ Mistress's cum, or from all the gagging it did it is not sure. Its caffeine headaches have returned in full force, especially every time it sees Master/ Mistress drinking a soda, it can see how bad its addiction is to that stuff, it would kill for a soda right now. Also it never knew how much milk it drank until it visited Master and Mistress, it found itself craving milk all day as well, it loves milk. This one then folded Master and Mistress's laundry as per the command, once finished it was told to keep working on its lock punishment which it still has not figured out and it will have to re-try it when it returns home. This one later was given the chance to cook with Mistress which was amazing, it loved being with Mistress in that setting it can only dream how fun it will be doing that with its sister. This one was taught a few things during cooking that it will take very closely to its heart as it does with everything Master and Mistress teach it.  Later in the evening it was given a chance to talk to its sister which it did, and it LOVED hearing its sister's voice, and talking to its sister. Also it was shown a few videos of its Sister which were both very cute and it thinks that its sister is very beautiful. This has brought a little worry in this one though, it feels like Master does not like this one too much, not many things other than using it for sex does it appear that Master is enjoying or even wanting to be there. This one believes that Master and Mistress bot love it, it only hopes to hear from Master more so it can see the love from its Master. This one gets plenty of love and affection from Mistress and thinks that is just how Master probably is, a very quite person. This one will be looking forward to its next day.


07/19/2011
it is quickly getting used to the mat at the foot of the bed although after the past couple of days it has been so very sore that even walking/ standing is a little difficult. It has been avoiding its exercize today because it knows it would not be able to complete a single set. This one loves Master and Mistress very much and it hopes They will keep it for the rest of its life, it is sooo happy serving and being Their slave, it just hopes as always that Master likes it. Today Mistress told it about Her 11th aniv from cancer, so it suggested to Master to go out and get Her a card and make something special for Her. He suggested that together we make the pie Mistress was going to make later in the evening for Her. This one had a lot of fun with Master and it feels that this bonding was very nice with Master. This one is so very saddened that it will have to leave Master and Mistress tomorrow, it would take a million punishments to stay with them and never go back to its free life with the roommates that just used it without purpose, in this ones opinion.

07/20/2011
it had to drive back to walnut creek today and it was so sad to leave, after it dropped off the Mistress at work it cried a little, it did not want to go back to its old life, but it has to so it can arrange everything to make the new life the best it can be. The drive back up was a lot easier because it had plenty of sleep before hand, well at least for most of the way back up. This one got a caffine headache again, it cannot wait until those stop, because everytime it gets one it craves and is tempted to get a soda but it does not, it has to keep on its diet and exercize routine for Master and Mistress, it has to be the best slave it can be for Them. When it arrived home it stopped by the store to pick up a few things so it could make Mistress's jack in the box tacos for the house, when it got home however it was greeted with all the dishes from the entire weekend it had to clean up. This one really did not want to have to do so many dishes that it had no hand in creating, but it did it to keep the roommates off of its back. This one is very happy to be out of here soon.

07/21/2011
Today was yet another uneventful day but it had a amazing dream... this one had a dream about it in its dragon form flying down into a valley and going into a home where it felt it was needed and in return for food it accepted itself as a domestic pet of sorts to this couple it thought it was a really sweet dream and figured it may have been a little bit of a sign. it drove its roommates around for their errands and helped clean the house again. This one is slowly getting a little depressed with the lack of Mistress and Master to serve, it loves doing its affermations though because they remind this one of its Mistress and Master and give it a chance to close its eyes and think about nothing but Them. This one also got a chance to ask Mistress about a couple what ifs, in pecicular what if Master and Mistress broke up what would happen to this one and its sister slave. This one was happy with what came out of that though so it doesn't have to think of such problems. This one is starting to miss its sister a lot though, mainly because this one never sees her online and doesn't get to talk to her, it hopes it will see her again soon.

07/22/2011
This one has been getting better on the exercize as it is getting easier and easier and the diet it has lost another lb and it loves that, it cannot wait to be a healthy good looking slave for Master and Mistress. this ones roommates are still being a serious pain though, giving it crap for “being a slave” trying to convince this one to stay and not go trying and failing at feeding it reasons not to go and how stupid this one is for going it has started to make this one very depressed and stressed out in its current living situation. What it would give to just move out tomorrow Sigh. This one was told though to not take crap from its roommates as per Mistress so it has started to put its foot down on things which has helped and hurt a little.

 07/23/2011
this one has been finding terrible excuses to get out of the house as the day gets closer and closer to move in with its Master and Mistress long jogs and trips to the store for tiny things just to get out and away from its roommates, it wants to be with its Master and Mistress to serve Them and make them so happy, it loves Them so much. This one was reminded later in the evening of Mistress and Master “playing around” and it misses watching them and sometimes helping one or the other or both, it loves to help Master and Mistress that way and wished it was there. Mistress also told it did a good job when it helped Her on the weekend visit which made this one sooo happy, it worries it cannot satisfy Master/ Mistress and especially Master since it has trouble with His cock. This one wants to be the best slave it can be and has been told many times that Master and Mistress would not trade it for any other slave but it seeks to know why... this one is ugly and fat and very unfeminine big hands and feet and shoulders and such, it knows it can loose weight and look a lot more feminine but... it always worries, what does it have other than its obedience and love to Them that Master and Mistress enjoy in it.

07/24/2011
This one has been getting unreasonably depressed being away from Master and Mistress, it would not be as bad if the situation it was in now was not so bad, but hey it has the next two days off and it will spend them with Master and Mistress as much as it can and also it will finish its inventory during that time, so it can get started on the selling/ trashing of some of its things. This one has also been feeling a little hesitation from its Mistress in a few ways and it worries it may of upset Her. This one really wants to do something for its Master and Mistress to make up for all the delays and problems that have come up during its two weeks away from Master and Mistress. this one may get Them a very nice gift or something it has to find something They will like or do something that They will like other than the ovious fixing of the delays so to better serve Master and Mistress. This one would accept and understand if it ended up getting punished by Master/ Mistress for all the delays and problems that have popped up, this one should keep back up plans or something so to better serve its Master and Mistress, these delays have to stop it must make Them happy, it loves Their happiness above all else.