Kajira 7/11/2011 - 7/17/2011

07/11/2011
Today it told Mistress about a few of its hypnosis triggers and went out to breakfast with its friend who gave this one a few of his opinions and feelings on the matter, it got this one a little worried but it will give the trial and see how that goes, it looks forward to being with Mistress and Master.

07/12/2011
Today it had a Skype call with Mistress and Master, it is always nice to talk to them especially on that level, it looks forward to meeting them it hopes its little knowledge on gorean ways helps it a little.

07/13/2011
Today it talked to Mistress more, it loves speaking with its Mistress. This one also went out to a dinner place called Ravioli which was amazing and the entire time it was thinking about ways if it was serving food to Master and Mistress and how it would do it so that they enjoyed the food as well as the serving of it. The 2 week lessons are really nice and it looks forward to the next day, it won't lie though as it took a little peak into the next day. This one also spoke with its roommates and well, they were sad but tolerant, if it decides to go. This one is really looking forward to the weekend and has a few ideas what is going to happen, it figures it will be serving, cooking, cleaning, being used, servicing, among other things it is soo excited. This one even got a chance to talk to its sister, it loves her already, so much in common and is so much fun to talk to.... sadly it was pulled away by force and it did not put Master and Mistress first, it will most likely be punished badly for that, this one REALLY worries about that punishment.

07/14/2011
This one is just counting down the days until it meets Master and Mistress it is sooooo excited and still a little worried, it is afraid that it might be sold into human trafficking, and doesn't know what will happen so it will be bringing pepper spray just in case... it also worries that it may have too much stuff but everything should go fine.

07/15/2011
Tomorrow, is the day it will be visiting its Master and Mistress it almost decided to back out because a few of its friends are quite worried, it is quite scared but also excited... it wants this life, it wants to be with Master and Mistress, well journal good luck...

07/16/2011
Today it met Master Fred and Mistress Kristen. When it first arrived it was quite afraid what They would think of it, the entire eight hour drive was filled with worry and doubt if They would ever accept a slave such as itself. It quickly found that They in fact liked it, at least as far as it as seen so far. Today went amazingly, being Their slave has so far been one of the biggest reliefs this one has ever had, this is what this one wants, to be property, to be Theirs. It also received its name which is now kajira which means gorean slave, this one is so proud of the name it has been given it will keep it with pride. It did a few tasks and then it received its first punishment by the hands of Master Fred, it made this slave feel what it did wrong and it never wishes to disobey Them again, although a little secretly that punishment was quite enjoyable “cough cough” it was then given its second punishment... To figure out a 4 digit numerical lock, which basically means it has to count 9999 numbers until it hits the proper code, it only hopes that starting at 9999 instead of 0000 was a good idea, it has currently gone through 400 numbers (9600 is where it is at currently.) This punishment truly feels like a punishment this one cannot enjoy, it got tedious soooo quickly it does not look forward to going crazy attempting to figure it out, it CANNOT put anyone above Master and Mistress again, it can only imagine what punishments could come if it did that mistake again. To summarize, it loves this life and wishes it did not have to leave come Wednesday, it never wants to leave Their hand and care.

07/17/2011
it slept fairly well for being on the floor, when it woke up it was greeted with a naked Master and Mistress, it knew what was coming next. It was told to serve Master sexually to suck and “massage” Masters cock. They noticed quickly that it has a very strong gag reflex which worried it a lot, They told it They will work on it soon, it was happy to know Master and Mistress were going to work on that with it. This one always worries every day that it will do something wrong or a part of it would be unacceptable and it will be kicked out. This one has a real self-confidence issue and a lot of it was solved when it signed the contact and at dinner Mistress said, “We hope it will stay with us for the rest of its life.” which made it feel wanted, and made it feel like Master and Mistress see how beautiful it can become. Speaking of which Master gave it, its first exercise session which was so extreme it almost fainted and almost threw up it was soooo hard it felt like it was going through hell, but it knows and wants this, it wants to loose weight, to get more stamina, it wants to be beautiful, it wants to be a real passing attractive female slave. This one was taken to dinner and it was really thankful for the dinner that was given it. This one also took Master's cock for the first time, at first it was extremely painful, so very, very, very painful, but after that it was attempted again and it was amazing, it was so big, this one feels having the cock inside it, made it felt more “needed and wanted.” This one is so happy to be Theirs, Their property, Their possession. This one has felt like Master and Mistress's protocols have already started to take effect, it has already accepted it self as kajira, a enslaved woman, belonging to Master Fred and Mistress Kristen. This one loves Them both very much.