Kajira 7/07/2011 - 7/10/2011

07/07/2011
This one met Master and Mistress for its first time, it has read and gone through both the contract and rules and has been thinking about what its life would be like if it accepts this life long commitment to Them. it met them on Skype via a video call and thought they were both very beautiful it was very impressed by how amazingly passing Mistress is. it also never thought it would ever find a Master and Mistress and is the happiest it has ever been now that one has approached it that looks legit and are not some creepers that will sell this slave into the real human trafficking market. it still wishes to get to know Them better and is hoping that They do not drop this slave because of its physical appearance, it has self-confidence issues and does not think it could ever be worthy of such love and care.

07/08/2011
This slave has made a terrible mistake speaking to Mistress improperly, if it did so in public it would make Mistress and Master look bad, it cannot accept this so it willingly accepts its fair punishment.  it was told to write Mistress yes Mistress 100 times which it did so and still made a mistake during the count this slave has much to learn, it wrote out the 100 again properly and was given a suitable punishment to rewrite both the Contract and the Rules over again in its own words. it had a very hard time because of its current real life situation between its job and keeping the current household clean but it must do its punishment, it deserves the punishment and it wishes to be the best slave it can be for Master and Mistress. it wants nothing more than to live up to Their biggest expectations of this slave, to be the best slave it can be without looking better than its sister slave so as to avoid any sort of unwanted jealousy. The slave did not finish its punishment at the correct time and by the graces of its oh so wonderful Mistress was given a extension, something that won't happen often. This slave does not want to abuse Mistress and Master's graces for that is not its job. This slave was happy though to accept this one extension so it can properly do its assignment. Mistress also plans for Her mentor to get in contact with this slave it was told He is not to Dom this slave without Her/ Master's permission. it has not told Mistress yet but it wishes her to assume it has signed the Contract for real life purposes unless the weekend visit does not go over well.

07/09/2011

Today was more talk about what this slaves previous life was and its debts and possessions, as well as more information about Mistress and Her life. it has learned where she lives as well as her plans for the future of Her possessions. This slave is only getting more and more excited to please and serve them. This one is very excited that She has been at least what it appears to be fairly happy with this slave, it actually made this one tear up a little, it thinks even though it has not met Them in real life as of yet it is already growing quite attached to Them. Thank you Master and Mistress, this slave loves You both.

07/10/2011
This day was a little bit more uneventful but that does not make it any worse for this slave. it discussed with Master and Mistress about STD testing and about the San Diego Pride event that this slave may be able to attend if it is good. it does however understand and respect that its training is the up-most importance it is very risky for Master and Mistress to risk Their reputation by taking out a new untrained slave. With each and every Affirmation that this slave makes every evening it feels lower and more and more in its correct position serving Master, Mistress and others They deem, it loves its Affirmations. Every day it feels closer and closer to them. Thank you Master and Mistress for everything.