Aurora March 3, 2012

This girl got a little sleep during the day and full nights rest the night before. She talk to stormy and work some things out and this girl wants to see if they really do happen. Stormy said she is going to see me at least one night a week and stay over at my place twice a month.But this girl is  not going to have her stay over cause the night she would this girl has to work.And this girl does not want to change the relationship from any thing but a D/s type. This had an option to live with stormy but it was better for this girl to stay here. This girl knows what kind of a leap of faith it would be to move out of here. If for what ever reason Mistress choose to have this girl leave she will have no place to go to start over. And there is no way she can afford to live in S.D. by her self. Many times in this girls life has she face this same choice to move or to stay with what she knows. This girl is looking for to a visit to Mistress in April some time for a week. But this choice to leave stormy can only be made if stormy fails any more to do what she says. This girls needs to feel safe first that means she needs to know that if she has some thing bad happen that she won't be toss away to the streets. This girl next week needs to ask if there would be any problem with working in California with her job. She doesn't think there will be but she needs to know for sure. On a light side note this girl went out to eat sushi tonight and got all dolled up. And today she made lvl 18 in swtor...still no ship. This girl does not want to lose her Mistress as a friend no matter what happens. Moving is not a simple choice,nor is it a cheap one. Cost from here to there would be about 600-700 for gas,motel,food. And I would need a little extra in case I have car trouble like last time. I have no one that would come rescue me