i feel empty inside for some reason. i almost feel like crying and all i can say is that i need something as simple as a hug. i thought i would get to play with my Mistress today but i am sure she found something to do. awaking up alone and being alone all day is damaging to her soul and heart.
Continued Journal
i got to play with my Mistress today and it was very relaxing and fun.i am starting to get attached to her and been thinking about my life with her. i finished watching Battlestar tonight and now i can't stop crying. Why do i do this to myself. i worked a lot of tickets tonight but i also got to work on my trade skill in SWTOR. Staying busy keeps me awake and focus. i just got done with my affirmation and thought i would add more here. my shift got busy the last 2 hours and i feel good. i must admit i am not looking forward to being naked in front of people i don't know but if it makes my Mistress happy then it will make me happy. it will be nice to see my grandma again and get to spend time with her. i have been looking at my nails and wish i could have them longer but it would make typing harder, but i really love having longer nails. Well i am off to bed in a few mins after i write a few hundred words for my punishment
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