Kajira 10/31/2011 - 11/6/2011

10/31/2011
Today was a good day... Master went to His interview and it seemed to have gone well and He is going in for a second interview on the 8th of November it believes, also Shyvana the half-dragon on league of legends comes out tomorrow SQUEEEEE.... SOOO very very excited to play her... Today Mistress took it to the side to speak to it about its last weeks journals and that went very well it just hopes as it keeps saying again and again that Master matures up because it cannot be around the arguing and especially undermining of the one it is completely and utterly devoted to... it does not hate Master at all and actually loves Him as more like a friend but maybe it can see Him as Master if He matures a bit with Mistress. This one is so happy to be under Mistress but it has noticed that its sister has been having something serious bothering her as her aura is EXTREMELY out of wack... it really REALLY hopes everything is okay... This weds our good friend Snowy is coming to visit and we all are going to the sub voice meeting together! Yay! Going to be sooo much fun cannot wait but until then MUST PLAY SHYVANA MORE AND MORE. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property. You care for and protect it. As Your property it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/01/2011
Today was awesome Shyvana the half-dragon came out for league of legends and she is such a fun and interesting hero ^.=.^. Besides that though life under Master and Mistress is pretty good, We will see what happens with Master though because He has a second interview coming up on the 8th and if that does not go well He might be out... Something has been bothering its sister a lot and it REALLY hopes everything is okay, it knows Mistress could fix it what ever it is because Mistress fixes everything. Tomorrow snowy (Becca) our friend from the LA area is coming to visit and is going to go to the sub voice meeting with us tomorrow, its so excited to finally meet her, hang out with her and go to the meeting with destiny and her so very very much. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property. You care for and protect it. As Your property it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/02/2011
Today its friend Snowy came over to hang out with us and to go to the sub voice meeting but before that. destiny and it made something super special! we made a carrot spaghetti from scratch and it was vegan since snowy was vegan. it is soooo extremely happy that we got to make something for a house guest and not only that but we did SUCH A AMAZING job. Mistress and Snowy both gave us lots of praise for the amazing great work we did on it. After that we went to a submissive voice meeting and we got to learn so very much about childhood abuse and post trauma abuse. We learned that in D/s relationships there are very common “landmines” that come up and they can come up at anytime. This ones landmines are in particular yelling and arguing. Anytime it hears an argument that gets even a little heated it wants to curl up and disappear. Especially if yelling is involved. When Master and Mistress yelled once it wanted to run out the door so badly it cant be around that stuff it will go into a panic attack. This landmine is linked to its past with its parents that got divorced and the being raised under a mother that yelled more than lectured or comforted. After the meeting its sis and snowy hung out in the living room and watched Rio while we cuddled and snowy did something that no-one has been able to really do. she was able to bring out its dragon mental shift completely fully with out any sort of mental attempt by its own self just by talking to the dragon specifically and scratching/ petting her wing membranes and her horns and talking about all of the dragon's features bringing her out so gently and lovingly, it was amazing. Cuddling with snowy and sis was so amazing and wonderful and the movie Rio was so amazing and sweet. The night was such a wonderful night and we both cannot wait until next month when she comes back to visit. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property. You care for and protect it. As Your property it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/03/2011
Mistress and Master today was interesting it was its last day off and the day before last was so amazing that it kind of made today a bit of a meh day. Today was nothing too special but today it talked to its sister a lot and there seems to be something on her mind and it hopes things get solved with her soon it hates seeing her like this. Something has been building up for a while. Its not sure how much longer it can go without really sitting down and talking to her itself. Maybe everything is okay, it hopes everything is okay and its just overreacting. its gets so easily worried about its wonderful sister it loves her so much. Other than that it feels every day a stronger and stronger connection with Mistress. its not sure if it can leave Mistress or even take off its public collar even if it wanted or needed to anymore. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property. You care for and protect it. As Your property it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/04/2011
Today it went back to work and things are going alright just feeling so close to Mistress as her pet/ slave and not much else to report. This one has discovered how much it is in love with cooking nowadays. it actually feels really wrong and upset when it does not cook, it loves to experiment and cook anything and everything throughout the day, it does not know quite how this came to be true but cooking is just so relaxing and wonderful, its so happy to be done with fast food and such and to be loosing weight while making amazing delicious food. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property. You care for and protect it. As Your property it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/05/2011
Today has been a good Saturday it got to make something on its own completely and it got to experiment with all kinds of spices and extras and it made something that sis and Mistress both said was really good ^.=.^ it only wishes it could of made it for everyone instead of just it but Mistress said that the each of us were to make our own dinners this evening. This one made a suggestion that sometime sis and it should do a sort of Iron Chief night where Mistress and or Master would give us a special ingredient and we'd have to make a dinner for Them and They'd rate our dinners with taste and presentation would be so fun and amazing. Mistress also mentioned more about the Dom dinner later on in the future where sis and it will be perfect little slaves serving a bunch of Doms at a really super fancy dinner and its so excited to learn as much as it can and excited for the dinner and it hopes it is going to do really good, it worries that it will mess up and embarrass it self in front of others and embarrass Mistress as well, hopefully the practicing and training will fix this. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property. You care for and protect it. As Your property it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.

11/06/2011
Today it went to work (11-6 at night up until 11-7 11am) and it had a major incident a raccoon came out of a storm drain and attempted to attack it while it was driving the golf cart... it had to kick the raccoon away and had to speed up when it then drove the golf cart into a stop/ speed limit sign which then the raccoon must have been scared off, sadly it damaged the cart and sign pretty bad and its arm was in INTENSE pain and still is up to this moment. Today it had to sign tons of paperwork and go to US health works for x-rays and everything, seems it just pulled a muscle or two in its arm it hopes this goes away soon and doesn't cause anything big like physical therapy. This one hates SOOO much that it is bed ridden again... it hates so much to just lay here being lazy not doing anything at all. Mistress and Master and sister have been so very helpful with everything while it was at the doctor's office and hopefully today goes well after it wakes up from its nap. Hopefully the arm will be all better super quick. Last night it missed a episode of “The Walking Dead” it likes this show a lot and it needs to get all caught up. Mistress You own it and love it as Your property. You care for and protect it. As Your property it will submit and serve You. You own its mind and body. You demand devotion and obedience.