Story time

Sooo one of kajira's friends asked her to write a story for her. Which she is going to use for one of her college classes and publish it to the college new paper that her class writes.  She was very excited for kajira to write this story for her about the path she took to get where she is.  Please comment on the blog she would like to know what everyone thinks of the story she wrote for her friend.  So without further adieu here is the story:

My life in bondage by kajira

            My whole life has felt like something was missing. I have never felt the happiness, feeling of belonging, and feeling of being where I was meant to be until I found in it in the most unlikely place. I am a voluntary pet/slave/maid for a wonderful couple, and I am now happier, healthier, and loved than I ever thought possible.

            I have made many bad choices in my life. I skimmed through high school, only by being submissive to teachers and faculty. My relationships always failed as my boyfriends always wanted to be submissive to me, and I was looking for someone to be submissive to. These things were leading downhill fast and I was just getting started on the downhill run. I put myself into debt, started gaining weight, became addicted to a very unhealthily lifestyle, became addicted to the web, and went into a massive depression. My depression became so bad that I attempted suicide by hanging.

            After my failed attempt at suicide I went online and found second life, an online world where I could be whatever and whoever I wanted to be. While there I found Dominate people (Doms) and learned being a submissive can be more than a simple "teachers pet". I was most effected by hypnotic-Doms. I also discovered the Gorean culture, which is a culture of Doms and submissives/slaves. I found a professional Dom and realized that I was a submissive/slave. I was driven by praise and punishment. When that was taken away my life would begin to crumble before my eyes.

            I always knew I was different from the other boys growing up, but was unsure why. I always wanted the "girly" things. I never thought of myself as a boy and many times wished that I was born a girl. I found a psychiatrist and discovered that I am transsexual. I identify my gender as a woman. I then started my transition to female. Which made finding and keeping Doms very difficult.

            I made a profile on an adult BDSM website. At first that sadly only resulted in what myspace has turned into these days, a sex pickup website, too many people not wanting anything but a good fuck, but in the end a very lovely couple I now call Master and Mistress replied to my ad. They said They were seeking a slave for a full time 24/7 Total Power Exchange (TPE) lifestyle, it was a dream come true, a way out of the hell I was currently in. This was also the way out of terrible relationship that I felt I was stuck in. After talking to Them for a while I read what Their goals were for Their slave, as well as the contract and rules that I would need to sign (they are not legally binding they are just so both parties get a fair idea of what is expected.) At first this seemed all quite scary but in the contract it states, that at any time I can leave if I would like to. So the relationships is completely consensual. After a short weekend visit I realized this was the life for me, I had motivation to keep Them happy and They were so loving and caring. A few of my friends could not understand this choice, because  their view on slavery was the stereotypical life of a slave in the south 200 years ago. That is very, very wrong. Modern day consensual slavery is for those that need control and domination or submission in their life and it is the most rewarding thing they could ever get.  Thanks to Them I could not be any happier anywhere else. They keep me happy and healthy, and They have goals like putting me through school, finishing my transition to a woman, saving money and forming a career. Every time I breathe, eat, sleep, and everything I do, and say is for Them. My entire life, my entire being is Theirs and I would not have it any other way.